Anticipation.

It's 1:12 in the morning, and this is the first time I've had a chance to just sit and think. There's not a whole lot that happened today to cause me to have this sense of anticipation I have, but for some reason, it's still there. School starts back in another week. I'm thinking about picking up another job. Luke is thinking about moving out. I have painting orders galore, and I think I'm getting sick. Maybe it's the new year thing that has me thinking. But for the first time in a while, I have no idea what God has in store for me, and I'm nervous about it. 2010 was totally not how I ever expected it to be, good and terrible, so maybe that's why I'm uneasy. Plus, I'm tired. I don't know. Maybe I feel like I just needed to admit that for once--I don't know anything. & I guess this is the best way for me to get things out. Along with turning to the Lord, of course. I know my life is in His hands. And I will follow wherever he leads me. I just don't like not knowing. But, it's a sin to worry. God's in control, and that's all that matters. That is all that matters.

Anyway, I had a great day today. I had to work (I work at Finish Line) today from 4-close, so I had to get some painting supplies and such, so Luke met me and took me to the places I needed to go. We had lunch at the mall, picked at eachother, and just rode around from place to place chatting. Conversation in the truck with him seems to be some of the best talks we have. He also brought supper to me tonight. I wasn't going on break, and he knows I don't do well when I don't eat. He also knows that I'm trying to watch what goes into my mouth and out of my bank account a little better...so he brought me a salad with my favorite dressing, a few bites of steak, a clementine, and a bottle of water from his home. What a sweet boyfriend. I couldn't be more thankful for how considerate he is. I am truly blessed.

Work was good. Super slow compared to what I'm used to from the holiday season, but it was nice. I work with some hilarious people, so there's never a dull moment. :) I was home by 10:00 and then started painting. I have a big order that I said would be ready tomorrow. I'll be finishing that first thing tomorrow morning. Then, I get to relax all day! I'm thinking about painting my TOMS tomorrow, also. I'm so excited! I'll post a picture when they're done. But, for now, I'm going to do my devotion and then head to bed. I hope y'all had a great day.

I love you, and the Lord loves you more. :)